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May 20, 2011 at 7:28 P.M. "Errors" inserted in this essay and a single letter was deleted from a word in "Nihlists in Disneyworld." Also, "Happy Birthday, Gemini!" was damaged. I have now corrected these inserted "errors."

May 16, 2011 at 3:55 P.M. "Error" inserted and corrected.

Peter J. Sampson, "2 Charged in Sports Gear Scam: Million-Dollar FRAUD, Allegedly Hit N.J. Schools," in The Record, May 12, 2011, at p. A-1.

Schools throughout New Jersey are affected by this FRAUD which could not take place, allegedly, without the cooperation of officials, like Stephen M. Sweeney, Richard J. Codey, and Robert ("Bob") Menendez. A full essay examining this matter will be posted in the days ahead. Ms. Dow, does this matter concern you? Please see: Deena Yellin, "Former Clifton Principal Indicted: Allegedly Misused Office in 'Sexual Conduct' Case," in The Record, May 10, 2011, at p. L-1. (Links to Diana Lisa Riccioli are, allegedly, denied.)

May 14, 2011 at 3;05 P.M. Hackers from new Jersey blew out my hard drive on my home computer. Until I can replace it (and I will), I will continue to write from multiple locations in New York city on several public computers. I have reason to believe that persons in many places in the world are following my experiences of censorship and state violations of civil rights. Hence, I will not write anonymously nor will I refrain from criticisms of American officials who, I believe, are directly responsible for the computer crimes aimed against me -- including Mr. Menendez.

May 13, 2011 at 3:19 P.M. I have been unable to access blogger from my home computer or from public computers until now. I believe that this "outage" or "blokage" occurred for more than twenty-four hours, coinciding with the guilty pleas entered by Mr. Manzo in federal court and a breaking scandal concerning more than a million dollar fraud victimizing New Jersey schools and taxpayers.

I have posted a warning concerning this censorship at my Google group which is listed under my name. I am informed that Google groups will "close" in August, 2011.

I will try to create another free blog at a different location in the event that these tactics are repeated by New Jersey officials or others on their behalf. I will try to write at greater length concerning these new corruption scandals in New Jersey, also additional rumored "events" concerning Mr. Menendez are expected by "interested observers."

Nothing in my opinions or objectives has changed as a result of this renewed censorship. I do not expect that my beliefs or values -- nor my objectives -- will be altered by these tactics, Mr. Rabner. ("How censorship works in America.")

Efforts to obstruct my communications may always prevent me from returning to these blogs or from writing on-line. My second book is still suppressed in America and will not be sent to book sellers. No images can be used at these blogs. Space between paragraphs can only be created by making use of the block quote device. "Errors" -- especially as to format and spacing -- continue to appear in these texts. Anxiety over whether I can return to this blog accompanies my writing efforts. MSN is still "closed" (to me) and I cannot access my hotmail or yahoo accounts.

I doubt that Cuban bloggers or Liu Xiaobo in China will ever face more severe sanctions or obstructions of their communication efforts than I experience every morning. Like Mumia Abu-Jamal, we must continue to struggle in order to speak truth to power. ("Fidel castro's ''History Will Absolve Me'" and "Manifesto for the Unfinished American Revolution.")

Under the circumstances, it may be wise to offer my love and good wishes to a person I have not seen for a while whose birthday falls on the 24th of this month, when "rough winds do shake the darlings buds of May."

I am less certain than ever of whether or when I will see you, Marilyn. I am also more determined than ever to find you. We have much to discuss and to learn from one another. I dread the horrors that you must have known and may still experience in your life since much of the evil I struggle against, every day, may be aimed against you. My thoughts and best efforts are always yours to do with "as you wish." ("Terry Tuchin, Diana Lisa Riccioli, and New Jersey's Agency of Torture" and "What is it like to be tortured?" then "How censorship works in America.")

One lesson learned through torture is the impossibility of negotiating with monsters capable of torturing children. No appeasement of such individuals is possible or should be attempted. Hence, I understand President Obama's actions with regard to Mr. bin Laden, despite my criticisms of aspects of our policies in Pakistan. Perhaps part of this spectacle I deal with every day is an effort to undermine Ms. Clinton or Mr. Obama. I am told that the international audience for this blog is growing every day.

Reprisals by Al Qaeda this morning have taken the lives of many innocent Pakistanis. 30,000 Pakistanis have died in the "War on Terror" and they should be recognized before we criticize their government. I fear that more terrorist tactics aimed against all of us may threaten my life or the lives of persons I love. New Jersey, I prefer that all attacks be aimed at me, exclusively, and never at those I love: "Blast Kills 70 in Pakistan," in The New York Times, May 13, 2011, at p. A6 then Jane Perlez, "As Pakistan Digs In, C.I.A. Chief is Exposed," in The New York Times, May 10, 2011, at p. A10 and Jane Perlez, "In Pakistan, General Balks at U.S. Push," in The New York Times, May 13, 2011, at p. A1. ("Nihilists in Disneyworld" and "Little Brown Men Are Only Objects for Us" then "The Experiments in Guatemala.")

Whatever you may be told, for as long as I live, I will be struggling against the evil that separates persons who need each other from one another's love and understanding, or victims of illicit state power from the truth of their lives, or the Garden State's many legal, judicial and political culprits from the justice they so richly deserve.

At any time, I may be unable to return to this blog or write again on-line. No one should ever doubt, however, that I will always struggle to speak freely and truthfully about my experiences.

"In Ray Bradbury's prescient novel of 1953, Farenheit 451, the firemen of the future don't put out fires -- they set them in order to burn books."

Has this become America's reality in 2011? ("How censorship works in America" and "What is it like to be plagiarized?")

"In this painfully delineated utilitarian dystopia, trivial information is good while knowledge and ideas are bad. The fire captain Beatty, explains it this way: 'Give the people contests they win by remembering the words to mere popular songs. ... Don't give them any slippery stuff like philosophy or sociology to tie things up with. That way lies melancholy.'"

Will Self, "The Media Estate: Big Brother," in Junk Mail (New York: Black Cat, 2006), p. 255.("The Allegory of the Cave.")